just my thots tonight

today was existing....

last night was our floors last flag football game, so i decided to play since i haven't played the last couple games. we have lost all our games up until this point, but unfortunately there is no thrilling tale to tell, because the reason we won was simple, they didn't show up and thus forfeited... but then we decided to play a game against our self so we divided into upperclassmen versus freshmen lol but as it turns out it was like all the nonathletic upperclassmen versus all the athletic freshmen... so they were beating us and i don't know why but i got it in my heart and decided to step it up. I had the quarterback give me a short pass and somehow managed to juke past my defender and out run the entire team the entire length of the football Field for a touchdown. it was amazing i still don't know where i found the speed or energy. But then towards the end we were still down but only by a little i got a hand off and got lucky i basically ran right between two defenders one reached but missed my flag and for some reason the other one just tried to scare/intimidate me instead of grabbing my flag so i ran it into the goal again now scoring both our touchdowns. afterwards we all decided to run the track now granted i have been running every night again and it wasn't all that bad but then couple all that with 4 hours of sleep and today was horrible.

now on top of that i had a huge schedule to take on as well. had class at 7:50 till 10 chapel till 11 breakfast with Evan till 1130 then i grabbed an hour nap till 1245 ish then back to class till 315 then i had a meeting at 320 to go over my transfer to Azusa Pacific University in Los Angeles, then i had a meeting at 430 about my may term trip to Europe, then i had a quick dinner and was over to youth before 6 which lasted till 930 and then we all got together at taco bell till 1130 then i had to have a group photo for our floor and then practiced for fight night tomorrow... omg I'm so tired, but i somehow remembered i had to blog about youth for class and then decided to relay my sleepiness to you which is why this is entitled just my thots because there really isn't that much point to this.

other than some of the conversations i had at taco bell and my heart as of late. Ive come up with a rough outline of my possible ministry. basically i have this crazy idea. it incorporates some other peoples dreams and establishes mine. after the amazingly fun time we all had together tonight, seriously on a side note we had a blast and i feel a lot closer to most of them than ever, but after all the stories and blah talk i got a chance to run my sketched vision past them and got some input. if your dying to know what it is there are few of you who i will tell and i want to do it in my own way so please don't ask me and make it awkward its very much in the just crossed my mind god, what do you think god? stage. but its really on my heart and i guess id just ask you guys to say a quick prayer if you find the time for some direction and or conformation, and that at least id be able to have some of my questions answered. as for today i thank god so much for his unfailing strength, today was a struggle no doubt but by his grace and my dependence on him i was able to function as a student, his servant, a basketball player....,a friend, and a dreamer today and for that i give thanks. i could not have made it through today alone and could have easily given up and went to sleep at anytime. what are you thankful for today? whats god putting on your heart?